INDEPENDENT

Today I got home and had a "tanning/car washing" party with Kanika, Daisy, and Scotty. Well, I was the only one who washed my car and Scotty and I were the only ones who tanned. Yah gotta tan beffore prom =) I'm super excited. Can you believe it's only one week away? Anyways, we went to Shin Sushi after cause we were craving sushi. It was fun. Oh..and to my babygirl Daisybelle. I'm proud of you. You actually did it! You got passed all that fear and just went in for the dive. I'm glad you come to me, no matter what I say and do to make it seem like you're uneducated about the aftercare but I love you and will always be there to answer your questions. Even if it's 2 in the morning. But too bad I wansn't there to witness it, but don't worry. Pain = Pleasure = Rebellious, which means you're gonna be back to the place soon. Haha. Conmigo y tu hermana.

Lately, I've been just chillin. I hang out with a lot more people, which is good. And I've noticed that I've been very positive about life lately. But I must admit, that I feel like what I'm doing is a mistake. I mean, I'm high maintanance when it comes to relationships, and he knows that. But no one else understands it. I need attention and such. And right now, I'm trying to get over it and become a new me.

I say "If we're meant to be, fate will bring us back together." You say, "If we're meant to be together, we'll be friends forever." We've talked about all this lately, and I love how people misunderstand our relationship right now. It feels like we're so complicated to other people, but we really have secrets that get us through and helps us solve each other's "puzzle", like the rubrics cube =). It does surprise me that we can be so close, yet so far from each other at the same time. "How do you guys do it? I mean, you're dating and he's not." Well, it's for us to know, and you to hopefully find out. Cause that's the TRUE definition of LOVE, independence, friendship and trust.

Tomorrow I have to tan again :) Oh, and Stephanie, look for a job.