Thursday, July 17, 2008

The World of Darkness

I'm sitting out on my balcony with the sweet sound of serenity surrounding me. And I'm thinking "I love my life. It's THE life. But I hate the world?" Sound weird? I mean, violence is everywhere. You watch the news in the morning, and something probably happened over night. And pollution. People say they wanna live on this planet, this beautiful world, yet they trash it and make our children's children's children's children's live in what will soon be called HELL. Hatred surrounds us, our children are learning the darkness of the world faster than we did.

I mean, I honestly always told myself to fuck what everyone else thought and only think of myself. Just live my life. And I only started doing it when I got outta that hell whole High School. I love my life and I'm livin it, baby, you best believe it. I don't care what the hell you think or anyone else thinks. If you have an opinion, please be my guest and do what you like with it.

But does it get you far in life? Talking about me? I remember someone told me that he heard I broke up with my "Best Friend Ex Boyfriend" cause I was cheatin' on him. At first I was like, "What the fuck? Who would say that?" But then I realized they were talkin' and makin' up their own stories cause they couldn't get the truth outta no one. Which is probably what happened cause I only told some people what really went down. When I was thinking about this whole thing, I was gonna write to all you people who believed it and started to spread it. No. I won't cause that'll just say that I'm weak and I wanna tell you my personal things and I have no self dignity. But I do. My shit will stay my shit. So if you wanna believe I cheated on my boyfriend, you do it. I am honored to have stories made up about me. And it will be you who will make me infamous.

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