The Most Dreaded Blissful Moment

I haven't blogged all summer long. My lazy ass is in bed ordering shit off of eBAY all day long. If not that I'm eating ice cream out of the container, making my self a deep fried tortilla hot dog. If not that... I'm with my boyfriend who I love so much, making him cook, drive, and shop with my lazy ass, though I have no money to shop with. I gained weight to much of my surprise (not a bad thing) and I am just so boring now a days. I haven't hung out much with any of my friends, cause if I'm not working, they are. Or I'm just too lazy and I believe we'll still be friends regardless =) Nonetheless....

So are we there yet? We've been dreading this moment. The moment when all our closest friends from high school go there separate ways. Achieving their dreams in their new schools. But we're here. We're finally here at the dreadful week of good-byes.

But it's quite funny. My two close friends moved to San Francisco for school last week. And there were no good-byes and no tears. Maybe it's like that with those special friends you know will be there forever. Maybe it's like that when you know you'll DEFINITELY keep in touch with and will never loose friendship with. So, if I don't say bye to you, take it as a good thing. Maybe...there is a chance we won't talk as much. But just know that we do have that chance of being friends forever and ever.

4 more weeks for those UCers & CalPolyers that are so excited and anxious to start school. Dorm shopping was fun, and I think everyone should do it, even if you don't live in a dorm. But that means 4 more weeks to spend in your most comfortable environment...home. I'm super scared, anxious, and depressed all at the same time. Is that even possible? I guess it is NOW.

So here we go again. Saying good-bye to yet another school, and saying hello to a brand new start.