The Legendary Sadies

Sadies was Friday. During 2nd, I bumped my head on a chair and got a bump that looked like a freakin tumor. So I thought it was gonna be a bad day. But it was aiight. After school I stayed till 6 to set up. Scotty and I were hanging stars on the ceiling and it was hella scary up there. Then me and the Indians ( :] ) were joking around about hairy arms and taping our legs together so it was pretty coo. At 6, Daisy and I left to get ready at her house. There, I met Dylon, Daisy's date, who was incredibly cute. Haha. Anyways, then we got to the dance and we were early but people were already lining up! We sold hella tickets too, cause that shit was a once in a life time chance. To attend a dance that will go down in history is an honor =) That was probably the best glow in the dark dance ever. Anyways, so everyone was comin` in, gettin the party started, and everyone looked fly as hell. But everyone was nasty and sweaty. I fuckin had my sweat and everyone else's on my back. It was sooo nasty but it was hella fun. I'll never exchange it for anything.

So we were all dancing and Jeffrey came with Steve and Raj! Yay for them cause they weren't gonna come cause they thought they were hella cool or something. We were all dancing and I couldn't even breathe cause everyone was taller than me and taking up my oxygen.

But like always, some drama always comes along in a dance. But I should probably not really talk much about it, cause it was pretty fucked up. Alls i have to say is that I apologize but y'all know the reason why. Anyways, when the dance ended, I realized Karen had taken my car keys home and she wasn't picking up her phone so I was stuck with Jeff. J/K. So we, Daisy, Steve, Calin, Jeff, Kanika, Ashley, Amy, and Michael went to Dennys. Yay for Calin hahaha. It was fun.

Yeah, so if you missed the Space Jam, you missed hellurh fun.

Truly, One in a Million

There's only one person in the world who can make you smile when you're sad.
There's only one person in the world who can make you laugh when you're mad.
There's only one person that will rush to you when you just want to see him.
There's only one person in the world that you can tell your deepest darkest secrets knowing that he will never be judging you.
There's only one person that will be by your side every minute of the day, even if he's not physically there.
There's only one person that you can be yourself around---even when you're talking in an accent that is nowhere to be found in the world.
There's only one person in the world that you will feel comfortable around 24/7, whether you are wearing make up or just waking up with no make up and just eye boogers.
There's only one personin the world that can still say "I love you" after the fact that you two aren't together anymore.
And there's only one person in the world that can be your Best Friend and your Baby at the same time.

I feel lucky to have found someone like you, someone who can fufill all the things that a good friend should. Someone I know that when you say you will never leave my side, through thick and thin, you actually mean it. And there's no chance in the world that I will turn down that offer. You're my number one.


Whether or not you've found that special someone, they're out there, waiting and wishing they could find somebody like you.

They Love To Talk

Telephone (the game): One person starts. They think of something to say and passes it to the next person. The next person repeats what that person says to the next and so on and so on. Once the last person is told the "secret," they repeat it to the whole group. Oddly enough, the "secret" revealed by the last person is different, sometimes really different, from what the original one said.

Now think about it. Telephone is a game we play for fun; however, we play this game everyday. It's called gossiping. There's no denying that everyone loves to gossip, especially girls. I mean, that's where our awkward moments turn into really interesting ones. But when something is stretched into something hurtful or shocking, we know someone in that chain of lies fucked up real bad.

Gossiping leads to wrong conclusions about someone or someone's situation. When word gets out about someone or something, especially if it is wrong, other people begin to talk and judge. And seriously, if I wasn't writing this, I'd be like "So?" But writing this makes me realize that it is so fucked up to say things that I heard to other people when, in fact, I don't even know if it's true or not. Making conclusions about someone, in general, is pretty messed up and for the same reason. We don't know the truth or the facts about that thing! Now seriously, I know everyone has been in this position but I'm fucking sick of it.

So to YOU. Yes, I may appear to be a flirt but you have no freaking idea what is going on in my life. I don't need to tell everyone, and especially you, about my private life, such as my relationships and such. Don't depend on fucking Facebook or MySpace to tell you the truth. Don't depend on them to tell you whether I'm single, married, divorced, or it's complicated. Cause boy do I love to deceive people like you to believe the wrong things. That's how I get my laughs. Seeing how fucking stupid and gullible you are. I feel so bad for you. You have no life so you must dig into someone else's and make conclusions about them because then it'd be fun to stir up some drama. Well, baby, I'm too old for that shit. My life is my life and I know that you know nothing about me. I also know that you will never stop talking about people's lives until you are satisfied with your own, which might take a while. Last but not least, my close friends know the truth and what I'm doing with my life. I tell them what they need to know or what I think they should know. There's a reason why I don't tell people like you. And that reason is so apparent. So YOU, please please please find peace with yourself. Your assumptions on my life and what I do with it is up for grabs to sell cause they'll never be right. So dear YOU, have fun baking a cake of drama, but no offense, I'm probably not gonna eat it.

Polls, Plays, and Parties

Ugh. Yesterday, I worked at polls with Megan and this guy from Valley Christian named Taylor. We got there at 540 to set up and guess where it was?! A fire station...not just the fire station itself, ITS FUCKING GARAGE. It was so freakin cold cause we didn't even have a heater. My toes were frozen, like, they were REALLY frozen. On our 1 hour lunch, Meg and I went to put on more clothes. So, at night we were okay. We worked with lots of nice, old people. Haha. I love senior citizens! They're so cute. But really, 15 hours for $125 is not cool. Perhaps in the next election, it will be more worth it since I get paid double.

Today I found out I made Javier's play, The Importance of Being Earnest. Actually I found out last night because Natalie called me and then Travis told me. I'm excited! Natalie and I get to double as Gwendolen! I guess I'll be working with Adam ... again. (Ew! haha) He's our fiance. Yay, ex-director and actors reunited again. At least I get to spend more time with them though. Yay for me and Kanika and Daisy cause we're finally in one play together! Well, I've gotta say, since we're on the subject of acting, that I should thank Kanika for encouraging me to try out for the One Acts because without her support and nudge, I would probably be sitting at home wondering what to do with my life. =) So if you ever read this, Ms. Thang, I love you to death (Secret ASB best friend).

I've been attempting to plan my 18th birthday, but I need to find a place. If anyone knows any where in San Jose to have a party, let me know. Not a house, but like a hall kinda. I have the dresses all planned out. It's funny cause I'm not having a cotillion or a quincinera, but I'm kinda blending ideas from both to have the best party in the world! Hopefully ...

Okay, well now I need to work on my 7 page physiology research paper that I got a month ago but never did which is due on Monday.

Close Relations

I love people who can relate to you and the situation you're in. I mean, you don't have to listen to them and what they did in their situation, but it's great to know that there's somone else out there that is in the same position you are. Especially when you really don't know what to do, and your best friend is the problem, and your close friends can't even say anything but listen (not that that's bad) cause they don't know what it's like to be in that situation. If that even makes sense. Well, talking about it really bonds you. Or even if it doesn't, it's like you've known that person forever, and they're just like you, just in that incident I guess you can say.


That person knows who they are. You're just wonderful ;] hahaha. Thanks, miss.


Ew, I have to work from 6-9 at polls tomorrow. BORING. later.

Come What May

They say, "You'll know when it's the right moment." It's true. If you feel weird and different, it's obviously not a good idea to go through with your plans. Well, I guess in SOME cases, not ALL. But in this case, it is so.

This morning, we had a talk. And I guess we concluded that we should just let everything happen. Theres no doubt that I still think about it. But you know that. But, I promised to let nature run its course. And I'm going to keep it. Come what may.

The Funny Things

Today I woke up and my Mommy, Daddy, and I went to take Big Boy, my doggy, to PETCO where my mom bought him hella treats. After, we went to JC Pennies and I stayed in the car with my dog for 15 minutes. My mom bought these really yummy smelling blueberry dog treats and I read the ingredients and there was nothing that seemed harmful to my stomach, so I ate a little of one. Then I realized, it was pretty gross. And then I thought "Wow. I'm hella dumb." Yeah..then I went to go pick up Steph V. so I could babysit her ass cause she was flaked on. Flakers are the top few people that are the worst to be friends with because you depend on them, but then they never show. SO boo for you. Anyways, at 4ish we went to school, cause today was the day of my play =)

We went to school and I got ready for the play which started at 7. Nervous, but excited. It went pretty well though I must say. I liked it. We went to Red Robin afterwards and it was fun. I never realized that such diverse and different people who I have known for a week or so could be so much fun. They make me laugh. Anyways, I get home and my dad was like, "Your partner was a handsome boy." In my head I was like "Ha, yeah...but there's so much more that you don't know." Ahh...Adam...Good times good times, but good times no more. Don't cry, I know you will miss seeing me. I'm cool with some big ass guns, that's why. Haha.

The funniest things that happened today were:
>>Stephanie and I sitting outside Kerstin's house like we were spies, then speeding to school to save Daisy from gangster people, which she later found out she knew.
>>Taking a slutty picture with Chris, Dalena and a chocolate chip cookie, where Natalie stated "Take a bite of his cookie," which so happened to fall into Chris's crotch area right when she said it. Ahh ... priceless.
>>Kausar rapping her order to Ryan, our server at Red Robin, which was hillarious because she said "Filanges of a Chicken. (Chicken Fingers)" Yeah, she's one talented motherfucker.
>>Making a quick video for Amy's camera. Brittany was talking in her long red dress when I popped out between her dress and said "SUPRISE!"

I figure that to start to be optomistic, you have to think of the good and funny things that happened throughout your day. If you don't, then you'll just think life is shitty and no fun, when in reality, a whole bunch of funny shit happened, but the bad just took over your mind. So, as I try to become a new optomistic person, I will try to override my "life sucks" attitude with my "life is wonderful" attitude. Because, looking closely, life really IS wonderful.

Well, for a quick note, I'm debating whether to swim or not because Battle is coming and I want to try out for another play. Dancing, Acting, Swimming, Battle-ing, Socializing and Homeworking cannot be balanced all at once. Hmmm...Suggestions?

*PS* Thanks to the people who came to watch us do our THANG. (esp Katie, Nat, & Kaneeks for the flowers).

The Dependency on the Web

As I was sitting at my computer, surfing the net and eating my yummy, puffy, hot cheetoes, I realized how much people depend on the web. No, I'm not talking about homework, because we all depend on that. Without it, I'm sure we'd be like ... aliens. But we use it to ... to get the scoop on other people's lives!

I mean think about it. You're surfin Facebook or Myspace. Then you see George's STATUS and he's now SINGLE! "Oh my gosh! He's single?! They broke up?!" "Yeah, I saw it on facebook." From there, your personal life gets passed around from person to person, even to the people who don't give a shit. Now, I'm not saying those that put "In a Relationship" to "Single" every other month are sluts, or opening up their lives when they're not supposed to. It's the person's choice. What do I care? But sometimes I just wonder why the hell people care so much to put their lives in front of not only their friends, but their aquaintances.

But I did an experiment to find out how long it'd take to get people to start talking.

In the beginning of January I changed my "Married" status on MySpace to "Single." (By the way, people. I had "Married" since Freshman year. Not because I was obsessed with my boyfriend or that I wanted to marry him, but because I was married to my HUBBY POPULAR, CUTUM! haha bet you never knew that!) Anyways, so the next day, Jenny comes up to me and goes "Are you and Tinh okay? You're still with him right?" I laughed. I mean cause it's funny. And I really didn't break up with my boyfriend.

In conclusion, I can say, the dependency for gossip to happen lies right in front of you this moment. Go surf the net and see what you can find. Don't forget to go to TMZ.com or PEREZHILTON.com to get the scoop on celebrities. Gossip can ALWAYS make an awkward moment better. Remember that the next time you have an awkward moment. :)